Fork in the Road

Once again I standing at the fork in the road. A decision to be made.

Decision affects the future path. Which way should I take?
I am still clueless.
Honestly, I am not.
I clearly understand what I love.

Choose the one you love?
I should doubt my ability.
The choices just not in my hands.

How if I go to the wrong way?
Just effing turn. There is always a turning point.
What am I scaring for?
Failure?
Need not worry? Needed. But, sometimes wrong way leads the right way.

I wasn't that arrogant like this picture said. *I guess?*
I hope there's someone understands me even I don't speak.
In fact,
nobody understands even I talked.

Empty

What happens to me?

The feeling strikes me all over again.

And the feeling slowly devours me.Too many feelings and emotions came along, I couldn't explain and cope with it.

Sometimes I feel like wearing a mask inside a crowd

I'm always a loner

I hate that feeling.

Remember that? Be yourself?

But, not now.

Givenchy Madness

F. Yeah, I'm still having the Givenchy Madness

Playing mix & match on Polyvore is fun but it's too many templates given you to choose

I chose the simply and nice one

The whole suit Givenchy
(I'm gonna make em mine, POSSIBLE? :b)

The saddest week

This is probably the saddest week of my life

At first
I randomly checked my online transaction and it shown I withdrawn hundred pound on Saturday morning
as I remembered the transaction was failed and few ATM machine ain't working at the time
I went to bank and asked
They said the transaction is successful, that's no problem
They can't do nothing
My hundred pound GONE, effin' five hundred ringgits
F. YOU HSBC 

The next
"The due date of this assignment has passed
Late submission are not allowed for this assignment"
I fucked up
I spent too much time on my assignment and didn't notice the time
Hell yeah, I missed the submission time.
What can I do now?


I cried.
It's just too much to handle.

*Updated: I submitted my assignment cause the tutor reopen the online submission.
Thanks to him.

Can somebody there for me?

Vinyl

I wanted to buy Lana Del Rey - Born To Die CD

But then I stumble across the vinyl, I was like "Why not"?

It's worth to buy a vinyl for collection isn't?

but it's ain't cheap for me :/

Hackney Weekend (missed)

I'm lovin' my dress.
:b


//
Kinda stress recently cause the assignments submission date is gettin' nearer and my progress is slow as hell.
Why can't I be more hardworking?
It could be my very last uni life.

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HACKNEY WEEKEND
I missed it.
Tickets are free and allocated through online
 But all the tickets have been allocated when I got to know about this eventI can't even manage to get myself a ticket, not even on ebay :(

Guess it was the biggest music festival in England
The line up is huge.
Jay-Z, Rihanna, Florence + the Machine, Nicki Minaj, Example,  Jessie J, Leona Lewis,  Ed Sheeran, Plan B, Flo Rida, Labrinth, Swedish The Mafia, David Guetta, Calvin Harris, Nero, Deadmau5, DJ Fresh, Sean Paul, will.I.am, Taio Cruz and etc.

Jay-Z & Rihanna (Day 1)

Jay-Z & Kanye West 

(Day 2, Kanye as special guest)

Rihanna (Day 2)

but

Lana Del Rey 

is the main reason I want to be there.
Of course, I didn't miss to catch the live stream online.

Cuddle

I miss this feeling
To be cuddle and held 

:')